Anxiety Grows

I have read a lot about the surgery that will remove my bladder and prostate. The surgery hopefully will rid me of a very pesky cancer that has been with me for two years. I am 71 years old and have never had major surgery and I am thankful however, not having the experience, I think heightens my butterflies that are getting to be as big as a B51 bombers.

So I am using my blog to simply put in writing what I feel, for writing in has always helped me cope with difficult situations. All of my writings to help handle life situations ends up in the trash can but this is the modern age, so I do not have to waste paper, I just type it on my computer and sit ends up on this secret, hardly ever read blog.

All my sons and their families will be here this weekend so I am hopeful the visit (a mini reunion) will calm my spirits for I am very proud of my sons and their families. I have great grandkids two granddaughters and two grandsons with another grandson on his way, as well as another granddaughter. Wow, there are some powerful vibes that just passed through my being. These several paragraphs were helpful me, so until next time take care.